I know you don't want to know where other guys want to be touched, but the thing is, do you even know where you want to be touched?

I know you don't want to know where other guys want to be touched, but the thing is, do you even know where you want to be touched?

Of course you do, and so here I am to help you figure out where you want your wo/man to touch you before he heads to the parts that'll result in splash.
Without further ado, here they are, in no particular order:

1- Neck
If you don't know it yet, men love being touched, kissed and licked in this area, so chances are you'll enjoy it just as much as they do. The next time your wo/man is on top in the bedroom and comes close to your face, elongate your neck and let him do his thing.

2- Hair & head
No, I'm not suggesting that s/he lick your hair, but having a wo/man run his/er hands through your hair or squeeze his/er fingertips all along your scalp will help you relax and prepare for whatever else s/he wants to do to you.

3- Ears
Given that they're clean, having a wo/man lick and nibble on your earlobes, or even doing something as simple as telling you some nasty things s/he wants to do to you, can have a lasting effect on your erection.

4- Perineum
Located between your scrotum and your anus, this area can provide plenty of fantastic sensations for you. The next time s/he's greeting your penis with his/er mouth and hands, encourage him/er to apply some pressure with his/er fingers and/or his/er tongue. You'll be surprised at how much you'll like it.

5- Nipples
Now, this is not for every guy. Some guys love to have their nipples manipulated; others can't stand it. The only way to find out is by letting a partner try it. Let him/er lick and perhaps suck them. Who knows, if s/he enjoys doing it to you that much, this might be your "in" to getting him to try it on another man next.

6- Fingers
If a wo/man has ever sucked your fingers, you know that it almost feels like s/he's sucking your penis. The next time you're engaging in foreplay, stick your middle finger in his/er mouth and let him/er suck on it, and see what comes up.

7- Anus
Some guys get freaked out about their backsides, but if you just open your mind, you'll discover that that's where your G-spot is. Whether you let him/er lick the rim of your anus or place a finger inside and make a "come hither" motion, you'll discover that letting a wo/man have his way in that area will make your sexual experiences that much better.

8- Back & coccyx
Sometimes lying on your stomach and letting your partner run his/er hands and tongue up and down your back is the best feeling in the world. From massaging you to giving you the chills by lightly running his/er tongue down the baby hairs on your back, submit to your wo/man and let him enjoy rubbing your back and your tailbone.


get to know yourself

The only way to figure out what you like is by experimenting. So the next time you crawl into bed with a wo/man, let him/er have his/er way for a little while, before you have your way with him.# source

"You know why big brothers are born first? To protect the little ones that come after them." - Kurosaki Ichigo, Bleach

"You know why big brothers are born first? To protect the little ones that come after them." - Kurosaki Ichigo, Bleach

Have you ever watched Bleach? BTW, Bleach is an Anime that was brought to me back when I was in my 2nd year college. This anime did'nt even reach the television here in the Philippines when I first saw it. Well, it was a good and I got hooked up with it. Ichigo was the main cast here and had delivered a line, "You know why big brothers are born first? To protect the little ones that come after them." It is sad to say that I think this is not meant for me. I am the youngest of the two seedlings. My brother has been set upon my supervision even when I was in my early days. My parents as well as my relatives and even my grandparents, both from my father and mother's side that when I grew up, I will be the one to take care of my brother. "Take Care" in all aspects your mind can think.

A little background history of my brother. When my brother was in grade 3, well i think i was grade 1 back then. He had this severe headache that led him bang his head on the wall to divert the pain , based on my uncle Cris story. That day, my mama is in the school teaching and i was asked to go and fetched her. I rembered that i went to the faculty to see her but she was not there and i was informed i think in the registrar to see her in the library. I saw her and told her what's happening. We went home and there she did what is needed to be done. Back then, he was diagnosed of encephalitis.

Encephalitis is an acute inflammation of the brain, commonly caused by a viral infection. It can be caused by a bacterial infection such as bacterial meningitis spreading directly to the brain (primary encephalitis), or may be a complication of a current infectious disease like rabies or syphilis (secondary encephalitis). Certain parasitic or protozoal infestations, such as toxoplasmosis, malaria, or primary amoebic meningoencephalitis, can also cause encephalitis in people with compromised immune systems. Lyme disease may also cause encephalitis. Bartonella henselae can also lead to this. Brain damage occurs as the inflamed brain pushes against the skull, and can lead to death.

Patients with encephalitis suffer from fever, headache and photophobia with weakness and seizures also common. Less commonly, stiffness of the neck can occur with rare cases of patients also suffering from stiffness of the limbs, slowness in movement and clumsiness depending on which specific part of the brain is involved. The symptoms of encephalitis are caused by the brain's defense mechanisms activating to get rid of the infection.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Encephalitis

this illness can trigger certain diseases as well as other complications. He has been again diagnosed with a GBS - Guillain Barre Syndrome visit this site http://www.reference.com/browse/guillain-barre%20syndrome. GBS in short exhibits as an ascending paralysis noted by weakness in the legs that spreads to the upper limbs and the face along with complete loss of deep tendon reflexes. Worse case scenario if an abscence of drug was not issued to my brother, his lungs as well as his heart may be paralyzed causing to death. Fortunately, it did not.

another thing that was triggered is the common chronic neurological disorder or epilepsy that is characterized by recurrent unprovoked seizures. I think some of you guys know this disorder.

Look how painful this is for my parents as well as to me. We didn't lose hope and faith to give him all the pleasure of living his life. Untill now, he is undergoing a life time medication that when stop a seizure may occur.

This is what my brother was made of. Well, I may say that he is a blessing to us since he was given to us by Him and taught us on how to become patient and how to carry burden and be part of that burden. We were by his side every now and then to give him all he need and his wants.

Ichigo, i think was wrong with your line for it is the younger brother who will protect his older brother. sad to say but all things have excemptions.#

Kawawang Bakla

Kawawang Bakla
by john "sweet" lapus


Si Carol Dauden, na isang magaling aktres, at si Aiza Seguera, na mahusay na mang-aawit, ay umamin na—sila ay mga tomboy. Mukha naman silang masaya sa kanilang pag-amin. Mas naging malaya sila. Natanggap naman sila ng mga pamilya nila at mga kaibigan. Pero bakit ang mga bakla sa showbiz, isang damukal ang ayaw umamin. Yung iba, tumanda na, at yung iba naman, namatay na pero hindi umamin. Namatay nang nagtatago. Namatay nang hindi malaya. Kawawang bakla.

Sabi ng mga kaibigan kong tomboy, minsan daw, nakaka-get sila ng babaeng makaka-s*x nang hindi nila binabayaran. Para ding mga straight guys na minsan talk show lang at isang bote ng beer, confirmed na! Yung mga baklang mukhang babae at maganda, siguro nakaka-get ng libre, pero prangkahan na, yung iba hindi. Kahit mayaman ang bakla or sikat at powerful, pay pa din. Yung iba, hindi cash. Minsan, career or trabaho. Minsan, damit or rubber shoes. Basta, may kapalit pa rin. May mga kaibigan akong nagmamaganda. Mahal daw sila ng kanilang mga straight boyfriends. I asked them, “Try niyo nga huwag bigyan ‘yan ng allowance or work, tignan ko lang kung boyfriend mo pa ‘yan.” Ayaw naman nila i-try. Kawawang bakla.

Ang dami kong kilalang tomboy na ang girlfriend babaeng totoo ‘tapos tumagal ang relasyon. Sa mga bakla, ang tumatagal lang yung bakla sa baklang relasyon. Kawawang bakla.

Lima na ang kakilala kong baklang pinatay. Yung dalawa, ka-close ko pa. Nagkaroon tuloy ng chismis na baka may gay serial killer. Pero tomboy, walang masyadong pinapatay. Naisip ko, itong mga gay killers, they know na kaya nilang patayin ang mga kawawang bakla na biktima nila. Honestly, minsan naisip ko, kung meron kayang bakla na serial killer naman ng mga lalaki? Bongga, di ba? Pero mga salbahe lang ang pinapatay niya. Kaya lang ‘pag nahuli, kawawang bakla.

Parang boring ang kumalat na picture ng Mocha girls na naghahalikan. Pero kung member ng all-male group ang may kumalat na picture na naglalaplapan, kahit biruan lang din tulad ng sa Mocha, I’m sure-manicure- pedicure- kulot, hanggang next year ay headline ‘yon. Pagchi-chismisan sa beauty parlor, palengke, school, opisina, prisinto, at sa batis habang naglalaba. Kasi recently ko lang nalaman, na ‘pag dalawang babae pala ang naghalikan, natuturn-on ang mga lalaki. Pero ‘pag dalawang lalaki ang naghalikan, hindi naman natuturn-on ang mga babae, worst, nandidiri sila. Biased, di ba? Kawawang bakla.

Pag ang mga lalaki nambabae, sasabihin “macho.” Pero pag namakla, “kadiri.” Kawawang bakla.

Pag ang bakla mukhang babae, maganda. Pero ang babae pag mukang bakla, pangit. Hahaha. Kawawang bakla.

Eto, talagang totoo. Pag ang baklang pa-girl malaki ang nota, alaskado siya sa mga kaibigan niyang bakla. Ang tomboy na pamin pag matambok ang pechay, kaiinggitan ng mga kaibigan niyang tomboy. Suwerteng tomboy, kawawang bakla.

Ang dami kong kaibigang Filipino-Chinese na tomboy at accepted ng family nila. Ang dami kong kaibigang Filipino-Chinese na tagong bakla. Yung iba umamin na lang noong patay na ang tatay nila. Kawawang bakla.

Pag may dumaan na bakla, sumisigaw ang mga batang kalye ng, “Bakla! Bakla!” Pero parang hindi pa ako nakarinig na sumigaw sila ng, “Tomboy! Tomboy!” Kawawang bakla.
Ang mga baklang nakadamit-babae, posibleng mabastos pag pumasok sa C.R. ng boys. Pag ang tomboy pumasok sa C.R. ng girls, okay lang na nakadamit-lalaki. Hindi kaya dahil lalaki lang ang nambabastos? Kawawang bakla.

Nabanggit ko na ito dati. Ang dami kong nakikitang tomboy na may ka-holding hands na babae. May nakita na ba kayong baklang hinolding hands ng boyfriend niya? In public, ha. Kawawang bakla.

Yung isang kaibigan kong tomboy, tuwang-tuwa daw ang tatay niyang sundalo nang malamang tomboy siya. Yung kaibigan kong bakla, binugbog ng tatay na sundalo nang malamang bakla. Kaloka. Kawawang bakla.

Pag ang anak na lalaki or babae masama ang ugali, ang tawag “black sheep.” Pag bakla ang anak na masama ang ugali, ang tawag “salot.” May kaibigan nga ako na mabait naman, salot pa din ang turing ng pamilya. Maryosep, kawawang bakla.

Kadalasan ang lalaki, kapag nakikipag-break sa girlfriend nila, kasi may ibang babae. Kapag ang lalaki, nakikipag-break sa bakla, kasi may ibang bakla or babae. Heto ang kakaiba, may kaibigan akong bakla, iniwan siya ng jowa niya kasi nag-born again. Ang say ni bakla, “Anong palagay niya sa akin, demonyo?” Kawawang bakla.

Naging malaking issue nang tawagin ni Joey de Leon na “mukhang aswang” si Pokwang. Dahil siguro magkatapat sila ng show. Sabi ni Willie Revillame, kawawa naman daw ang anak ni Pokwang kasi tinutukso sa school. Naisip ko lang, kung bakla ang co-host sa Wowowee at sinabihang “mukhang aswang” ni Joey, masasabi rin kaya ni Willie na kawawa naman ang mga pamangkin ni bakla kasi tinutukso sa school? Ano sa sa plagay niyo? Sana naman…Kasi ‘pag hindi, kawawa si bakla.

May mga artistang babae at lalaki na pangit na, wala pang laman ang utak. Itsura pa lang kasi, nakakatawa na. Ang mga baklang pangit, kailangan medyo witty at matalino. Kung hindi, kawawa kang bakla ka.

Ang batang lalaki ‘pag kumikendeng, sasabihin “bakla paglaki.” ‘Pag ang batang babae, macho kumilos, sasabihin ay “boyish” lang. Kawawang baklita.

Ang mga babae tuwang-tuwa ‘pag pumupunta sa gay bar. Ang mga bakla, kawawa sa pandidiri ‘pag pumunta sa girlie bar. Sure ako diyan. Sinama ako dati ng mga kaibigan kong lalaki, awang-awa ako sa sarili ko. Huhuhu.

Nakakatawa pero nakakasad yung joke na ito (buti na lang joke):

PARI: Ang mga bakla ay hindi makakapasok sa langit.

BAKLA: Ok lang ‘yon Father. Doon na lang kami sa Rainbow, magslide-slide.

Which made me think. Ang mga bakla lang ang makakaisip ng ganoon. Hindi na papasukin sa langit pero nakuha pang mag-taray at lumigaya sa pag-slide sa rainbow.

Dito sa Pilipinas, sa Quezon City na lang, tabi-tabi ang gay bar. Lesbian bar, may nakita ka na?

Alam niyo ba na may mga spa at massage parlor na para lang sa mga bakla? Bongga!

Walang baklang istambay. As in pang lalaki lang ang word na ‘yan. Yun nga lang, may baklang pusher at bugaw pero may trabaho pa din. Bihira ang baklang holdaper. Yung kumukuha na lang ng hindi kanila. May na-meet na akong baklang snatcher at akyat-bahay, at least, nag-effort muna sa pagtakbo at pag-akyat. Hahaha.

Ang word na “pink peso” ay dedicated daw sa pera na kinikita at ginagastos ng mga bakla.
Madami daw bakla sa call center na pinapayagang mag-boses babae kasi boses babae talaga. I doubt kung madaming tomboy ang boses lalaki. Aminin.

May kaibigan akong tomboy na nag-commit ng suicide after iwan ng girlfriend. Ang mga bakla ‘pag iniwan ng jowa, mababaliw lang—iiyak…mag- e-emote…magkukulong sa kwarto…magluluto… magpapa-parlor…’tapos may jowa na ulit. Taray! I should know.

Mas madaming bakla ang nanalo sa mga make-up at hair style competition. Oo naman.
Ang mga bakla, may taste. Pag sinabi naming pangit, pangit talaga ‘yon. Pero pag sinabi naming maganda, ay maganda talaga ‘yon. May kaibigan akong lalaki. May pina-date sa akin na barkada daw niyang guwapo. Sa barkada nila, ‘yon daw ang pinaka-guwapo. Nang makita ko, ang naisip ko lang, “Diyos ko po! Ano pa itsura ng pangit sa barkada nila?” May barkada naman akong babae. Pinakilala sa akin yung manliligaw niya. Super guwapo daw. Pucha, pagkakita ko, napa-C.R. ako.

Ang mga bakla, masaya kasama. Maingay, nakakatawa at hindi boring.



Come to think of it. Hindi rin pala kami masyadong kawawa. Mga bakla, tara na sa Rainbow at mag-slide-slide in this particular order:

RED- Mga baklang pa-girl, operada at mukhang babae. Go, mga sisters!

ORANGE- Mga batang bakla. Slide na, mga anak!

GREEN- Mga paminta, mukhang lalaki. Slide na, mga pare!

YELLOW- Mga baklang may asawa at anak. You deserved to be happy. Slide na!

VIOLET- Mga baklang bisexual, dito kayo kasi alanganing red, alanganing blue. Go!

INDIGO- Mga baklang Diva at Mama. Halina mga sisters. Mama Ricky, kapit lang po mabuti. Sunod na po ako in a while.

BLUE- Mga baklang tago at ayaw umamin, dito kayo. Kahit hindi kayo umaamin, may karapatan din kayong mag-slide sa rainbow natin. Ingat lang sa pagtili at baka mabuking. Diyan kayo sa dulo para hindi mahalata ng bayan na nakikipaglaro kayo sa amin. Don’t worry, we understand. Alam ko, kawawa din kayo. Sssshhhh….

To My Dearest Me...

What do I want to hear from myself? It's proven that it's far easier to advise someone else rather than our own selves when we come to a dilemma or a particular problem.

Especially if it is matters of the heart. Occasionally some of us are more prone to follow others'
advices and suggestions rather than the ones we set ourselves.

Wilbert,

Try to keep things in order. The things I am telling you are either the living or non-living around you. Remember it's you and the environment that molds you to a complete and perfect person. It's a big responsibility to exists. That's the main goal of you being here in the 3rd planet. Exists in any way or any how you want just keep in mind that you are held accountable to all the actions you are doing, whether they are bad or good to you and to others.

Living to exitst is difficult. Sometimes you will cross a fork road that will be forked again. Don't try to let these winding roads affect you and have faith in yourself always. There can be instances that you wish that dilemmas to will fade away yet they are comming back no matter what you do and no matter how you behave yourself.

Yes, you are a christian! Once you had a conversation with your friend about God knowing all the things, and that you asked your friend, does God really know what will happen to me? Is the word DESTINY really exists? Or is it just a word to answer the question that you can not answer. Your friend told you that YES! God knew everthing, but, but you still hold the last decision, God gave you the perfect mind to decide, because your friend told you that God knew eveything, if you choose NO to a question then God has a plan on that question and same way if you answered YES. Even the answer to a question will lead you to hardship, God can not do anyhting about it but He has a plan on everything. That's what he told you.

So wilbert, the next time you encountered a difficult task, then try to be like God, knowing all the possibilities of what it can do you in the future. Be like a chess player to think 5 steps ahead before moving a piece.

God is good. Do your thing and He will do the rest.

Blowjobs aren't just for men's pleasure.

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College Life

> 1.ANO ANG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
> :: 2002-110450
>
> 2. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
> :: Physical Therapist
>
> 3. SECOND CHOICE
> :: Information Technology
>
> 4. ANO COURSE KINUHA MO?
> :: Information Technology
>
> 5. NAGSHIFT KB?
> :: no
>
> 6. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
> :: no
>
> 7. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA?
> :: no, pero gustong gusto ko
>
> 8. NAKA UNO KA BA?
> ::di e, T_T 1.25 lang hahaha
>
> 9. NAGKA-3?
> :: naman, para bang WALANG MAPUAN, WALANG BAGSAK, sikat na saying
>
> 10. LAGI KA BANG PUMPASOK SA KLASE?
> :: naman, masipag ako nun e, maliban na lang kung totoong nagkasakit ako, o diba "kung totoong nagkasakit, ibig sabihin minsan dahilan lang para maka-absent ahahaha"
>
> 13. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE?
> :: no no no
>
> 14. BAKIT?
> :: sobrang pressure...
>
> 15. FAVE PROF:
> :: ma'm villalva
>
> 16. WORST PROF":
> :: love ko silang lahat
>
> 17. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
> :: DBMS hahaha
>
> 18. WORST SUBJECT:
> :: lahat ng asa DLSS(department of language and social sciences) ewan ko lang ngayon kng ano na tawag nila
>
> 19. FAVE BUILDING:
> :: iisa lang building ng Mapua, Makati e haha
>
> 21 . MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA
> JEEP?
> :: tryk lang ako haha... 5 pag apat kayo, 20 pag iisa mo lang, NUON!!!
>
> 22. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY?
> :: madalas... may free internet kasi hahaha
>
> 24. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
> :: oo naman, madaming madaming haha
>
> 26. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
> :: eto buhay pa block namin, badtrip nga e, kasi sa Mapua, isang beses niyo lang mararamdaman to. at sa 1st year 1 quarter lang... ayun tapos labu-labo na.
>
> 28. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM?
> :: di e, di pa kasi ako kilalalang magaling magbadminton nuon hahaha... at walang badminton ata sa amin...
>
> 29. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
> :: uu naman, at ang sarap ng pakiramdam haha

OX - 1901, 1913, 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997

It's probably best to maintain a low profile at work and don't challenge authority or quarrel with co-workers that you manage. Any successes at work will likely be short lived and progress should be slow. A friend may betray your confidences, so stay tight-lipped and avoid the consumption of alcohol today. Find comfort in your happy domestic situation and home life.

NPA (No Permanent Address)

it started when i entered college, i chose Mapua Institute of Technology (now Malayan University) as my tertiary school to take up BS-Information Technology. This institute was made known to me from my best friend Mary Grace, i used to call her Grace", and we never thought that all computer courses or the School of Information Technology will be located at Makati, #333 G.Puyat Ave, Makati City, so we, my family and my cousins as well as with Grace, decided to rent an apartment at Sampaloc, near Espana, that is Maceda Street. I stayed for a year at Maceda and Instruccion, Sampaloc, Manila then moved to 7728 JB Roxas St., Brgy. Olympia, Makati City. JB Roxas was my apartment untill i graduated then moved to 37-H A. Luna St. Brgy. West Rembo, Makati City. I took another two years to stay here before i moved to 47-B St. Mary St. Brgy. E. Rodriguez Jr., Cubao, Quezon City. A 3month stay in this house then moved to 33-Gemini St., Villarica Subdivision, Cainta, Rizal.

I have been into lots of places here in Manila. I met a lot of people as well as with different personalities. Presently, at Cainta, Rizal, i think i will be staying here until i have bought a house and lot, and i think that would be less than 2 years from now.(i hope so)#

why do all good things come to an end

At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that’s the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us even knowing why.and we must forget not because we want to but because we have to.

In letting go, sorrows come not as single spy but in battalion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always remind you of him/her. It’s like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine there are four billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other.

As they say...some good things never last...that's why we must learn to appreciate and enjoy every moment with that person because you will never know when it will end...

It's hard to lose someone you love so deeply but sometimes it happens and we have no choice but to learn to let go and accept it...

And it's true one person means so much...just to correct you..there are now six billion people in the world and sometimes you just need one (quote from one tree hill)...

Why do good things come to an end? To make way for better days Things happen for a reason. Do not resist. Embrace pain. It helps you appreciate the simpler things in life.

bad things happen for us to appreciate the good. we cannot identify the difference between bitter and sweet unless we tasted both.

thus, you will not know that good things have come to your life unless, bad must intervene. if this happens, it is just a new way of knowing that God has prepared a better one for you.

there are so many things to enjoy in this world. do not focus on one person. you still have your family, friends and people who need your help. be a blessing to them.

I Stay In Love

My Song...

I Stay In Love
by Mariah Carey

I Stay In Love
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all

What I wanna do is
Ride shot-gun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
....................
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do

Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

True Colors

True Colors
by Cyndi Lauper

You with the sad eyes

Dont be discouraged

Oh I realize

Its hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you feel so small



But I see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And thats why I love you

So dont be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow



Show me a smile then,

Dont be unhappy, cant remember

When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And youve taken all you can bear

You call me up

Because you know Ill be there



And Ill see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And thats why I love you

So dont be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow



(when I last saw you laughing)

If this world makes you crazy

And youve taken all you can bear

You call me up

Because you know Ill be there



And Ill see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And thats why I love you

So dont be afraid to let them show



Your true colors

True colors

True colors

Shining through



I see your true colors

And thats why I love you

So dont be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow

Panaginip

It's very touching ahahaha...

Nanaginip akong tayo parin pala.
Di raw totoong wala ka na
Ang linaw ng 'yong mukha ang aking nakita.
Ang saya ng aking pusong lumimot sa 'king
Pagtulog
Pero bakit,
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Bittersweet Mr. Quijano

some people knew me a lot, inside and out. those people who knew me a lot ought to have fun always. loitering the mall and going out on friday nights as well as sundays and sometimes MONDAYS (hahaha).
I have just been seperated from my current lover and as of now, i have this new one. My ex-lover and it lasted for 2 years and 5 months to be exact. well in the way, there were broke-ups, but we still counted that in. i really do love that person no matter what, before(haha). That person sometimes pisses me off, but just a meet-up in the mall makes me fine. often times we quarell and argue on things, on every topic we talk about. and seldom, we meet. maybe that's the reason why when i got angry and we planned to meet, that person relieves all the pain. i don't know but that's what i felt when that person is with me. challenges and trials were fought by us before(sharing).
presently, i think we were 2 months now living alone and trying to move on to the fact that we are no longer lovers and need to live with it.
i am the type of person that can't easily overcome the fact that my ex is dating someone. sometimes when i got a clue that my ex is dating someone, i will try to contact him and try to reconcile. (haha pathetic) but today, i saw myselfy as being self-centered and selfish and not to think and feel what others do. so now, i am trying to let our relationship be part of my history. i wont try to bother talking to my ex about reconcillation. but, you know guys, it's not that easy, you used to be talking to that person always, exchanging emails, text and talk over the phone, sometimes both of us sleep, eat, and play together. i miss all those things. i want to shout out so as to let this heartache be heard. i don't know if what i'm doing, not talking to that person, is the best thing to do. i said to myself not to bother my ex again 'coz it's just making things worst. everyday, after work i am playing warcraft dota to forget my ex, i play all night and go home late so when i got home, i will just change my dress and sleep all away.
my present lover is very different, but i am wishing that that person will not to say surpass my ex but to let me know that there is someone beside me caring, thinking and specially loving me.#edited

Excited to move on a new house

March 15 is the day! From West Rembo, Guadalupe to Cubao near LRT 2 terminal. I will be accompanied by my parents to help me with all the things. I will also be living with my cousin and her husband. It's different from my long stay at West Rembo because my pad there is just a room, well actually it's a studio type apartment. A room with your own CR and kitchen as well. Now in Cubao, it will be a 2 story house, rooms upstairs and others below. I will still have my own private room and I think it's the same area of what I am living right now. Imagine that big hahaha...The sad thing is, I need to go home straight from office because of the transportation is not that easy. Actually my daily routine after work is to go straight at Greenbelt 4 then stand and wait at B_Connected for a vacant workstation to play Warcraft DOTA and play till the shop close at around 11pm or 10pm. After which, I will be going back to Ayala Avenue to ride a bus to go to Guadalupe then ride another jeep to Pateros going to West Rembo. That's my life...
I just don't know if this kind of living will still be the same when I am living at Cubao. Maybe if I can find a computer cafe there wherein players like in B_Connected are friendly and cute hahaha... then I will go home straight and be in Cubao and play there. #

HanaKimi Drama

This is my first Japanese Drama ever watched. It is HanaKimi!

Details

• Title: 花ざかりの君たちへ
• Title (romaji): Hanazakari no Kimitachi e
• Title (English): For You in Full Blossom
• Tagline: イケメン♂パラダイス / Ikemen Paradise
• Also known as: Hana Kimi
• Format: Renzoku
• Genre: High school romance comedy
• Episodes: 12
• Viewership ratings: 17.3(Kanto)
• Broadcast network: Fuji TV
• Broadcast period: 2007-Jul-03 to 2007-Sept-18
• Air time: Tuesday 21:00
• Theme songs:
  • Opening theme: Ikenai Taiyo by Orange Range
  • Ending theme: PEACH by Otsuka Ai
  • Insert songs: My Love by Kawashima Ai, Boom boom boom by Go Hiromi, Paradise Ginga by Hikaru Genji, Tomaranai Ha~Ha by Yazawa Eikichi, Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne
  • See Hanazakari no Kimitachi e OST for original soundtracks listing
• Related drama: Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu

Synopsis

The drama is based on the popular manga of the same name by Nakajo Hisaya, which has already been dramatized in Taiwan. Horikita plays the protagonist Ashiya Mizuki, a Japanese girl in the U.S. who one day sees the young athlete Sano Izumi (Oguri) compete in the high jump on television. She begins to idolize him, and decides to move to Japan to attend the same school as him. However, Izumi goes to an all-boys school, so Mizuki disguises herself as a boy to achieve her dream of being with her idol. - Tokyograph

Credit Site : http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Hanazakari_no_Kimitachi_e

Good to be back on track

Isn't it funny to have someone on your back that can now make you back to track. I may not be specific when I say good to be back on track. Well maybe i can just say that I now have this goal in life. "A cheery hit!" Before, my life has nothing. No goal, no dreams, just a happy go lucky person they say. I even don't mind other people looking at me and giving me comments on every aspect whether it is physically or socially. I became stubborn and was a very open-minded person. Open minded that I always thought of the world and life as an individuals game. No one can dictate you nor push you to things because life in every person depends on how each individual thought and deal with it.
But now, there's a big difference on those ideals of mine. Giving importance on the things other say and retaining the personality of being an open-minded person but in a different way. A way wherein I can now isolate the negative and positive way of living. Discipline also add up and responsibility. Responsible in the actions that will be done and being done. People around me always have these criticisms and what so ever. Before, I don't give a damn thing on them, but now, it is with these people that were making me a good person at all.
The title says someone and yes there is a person that made me of what am I today. That person I may not say in this blog. #