a hole has been filled and was fulfilled

as the year ends, gusto ko lang mag-add ng entry sa blogspot ko :)
a lot of things took place this year 2011. a lot of crazy things and changes happened in my life. a lot of people completed me and gave me reasons to move on and be happy. to say and learn from the past and say hello to the future.

i moved to a new place, a place where i can say mine.
a pet that makes me laugh and the best is that i found the person that truly can be considered as my better half. :) yeah, that's great! isn't it.

i hope that this happiness will continue on the year 2012.

Goodbye My Lover lyrics

Goodbye My Lover lyrics

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Outro (2x)
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Don't Go

Don't Go

You said, "I lied"
You screamed, I cried
You packed your things
You wanna leave
You get the car keys
And headed for the door

Now, I'm down on my knees
I'm beggin' you please
Don't go, don't go
Don't give up on us now
We can work it out
Don't go, don't go

Maybe I'm wrong and you're right
I said "I'm sorry"
No, I don't wanna fight
Just calm down
And hold me close
And dry the tears in my eyes

Why can't we kiss and make up
I don't want to ever break up
Why can't we forgive and forget
And stay together

Don't go
I'm down on my knees
Oh, baby, I'm beggin' you please
I'm beggin' you please
Don't go
Don't, don't go

i'll be alright

i'll be alright!

a good start to write a new blog!

here's another story that i want to share.

well of course another important part of my life.

the beginning

we met on a local irc channel and decided to meet.

went on my pad and got a very good start.

exchange of text messages and constant communication built our good foundation.

last week of june 2010 till july 5 (0705) we dated.

0705 was the official date and that started a new relationship.

that person showed me everything that i am looking for in a relationship.

gave me all that i want and it felt good.

some say comparison equates to evil but still i insist that this is the best.

we got some similarities and we really get along very well.

i think i can say that no one else can make me feel this way and only you can bring out all the best i can do and that you make me feel real good inside.

that person took care of me on a level no one can reach.

the climax

im not a perfect person.

i went into treachery and almost broken the relationship but that person gave me a chance I never got from any body.

Started a new and like they say that love is sweeter the second time around.

The end

I'm not a perfect person
Ther's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learnind
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just wnat you to know

I found the reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all you tears

Im so pissed with what I did.

This song ate me whole

Please come back

Will be missing the food you cook;

The love

The time we share

The jigsaw puzzle

The movies

The medias

The labas

The aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh, ooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh

The tiyan

The meme

The kiss ( in a different tone)

The companionship

The ring to wake me up

as long as it matters - gin blossoms

How can I find something
That two can take
Without stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake
I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now
Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...
Forget that our time is almost up I'll be all right...

you

You give me hope,
The strength, the will to keep on;
No one else can make me feel this way
And only you
Can bring out all the best I can do;
I believe you turn the tide
And make me feel real good inside.

You pushed me up
When I’m about to give up;
You’re on my side when no one seems to listen
And if you go,
You know the tears can’t help but show
You’ll break this heart and tear it apart;
Then suddenly the madness starts

CHORUS:
It’s your smile,
Your face, your lips that I miss,
Those sweet little eyes that stare at me
And make me say,
I’m with you through all the way.

‘Cause it’s you
Who fills the emptiness in me;
It changes ev’rything, you see,
When I know I’ve got you with me

You pushed me up
When I’m about to give up;
You’re on my side when no one seems to listen
And if you go,
You know the tears can’t help but show
You’ll break this heart and tear it apart;
Then suddenly the madness starts

CHORUS:
It’s your smile,
Your face, your lips that I miss,
Those sweet little eyes that stare at me
And make me say,
I’m with you through all the way.

‘Cause it’s you
Who fills the emptiness in me;
It changes ev’rything, you see,
When I know I’ve got you with me.

It’s your smile,
Your face, your lips that I miss,
Those sweet little eyes that stare at me
And make me say,
I’m with you through all the way.

‘Cause it’s you
Who fills the emptiness in me;
It changes ev’rything, you see,
When I know I’ve got you with me.

Listen to Songs: http://videokeman.com/christian-bautista/you-christian-bautista/#ixzz1KYpb8U8l

i need you - leann rimes

I don’t need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I’ve always needed something
But I’ve got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You’re my only reason
You’re my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You’re the hope that moves me
To courage again
You’re the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it’s so amazing
’cause that’s just how you are
And I can’t turn back now
’cause you’ve brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
I need you

half crazy - freestyle

know I havent slept a week at all
since you've been gone
and my eyes are kinda tired
from crying all night long

know i've never been too good at cooking
just for one
it's so lonely here without you baby
come back home

coz i'm half crazy
feelin' sorry for myself
half crazy
worried you'd find someone else to love

know life hasn't been much fun at all
since you've been gone
and my eyes being to feel
each time I hear a song

i spent every minute asking myself
what went wrong
can't we try to talk it over baby
come back home

coz I'm half crazy
i'm feelin' sorry for myself
half crazy
worried you'd find someone else to love

but baby there is no one else
half crazy
for everything you saying
half crazy
no one else could love you like i do

so i'm half crazy
feelin' sorry for myself
half crazy
i'm worried you'd find someone else to love
but baby there is no one else

half crazy
for everything you saying
half crazy
no one else could love you
and no one else could ever be

half crazy
feeling sorry for myself
and I'm worried you'll find someone else
half crazy
feeling sorry for myself to love baby

the reason

I'm not a perfect person
Ther's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learnind
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just wnat you to know

I found the reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all you tears
That's why I need you to hear
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/maroon-5-lyrics/the-reason-lyrics.html |]

I found the reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found the reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you